Still Adrift

Speaking.

May 29, 2001

Hmm...been a couple of days since I visited this place.

Let's see, I will miss reading your blog, Merc. But good luck with everything and I hope things are alright.

I must admit, I am very happy to hear that Claire is considering a 311 album! How awesome is that?!?! Hehe..I'll be e-mailing you soon. ; )

The past few days, I have been kinda down and I can't quite pin point what it is that is bothering me. I have an idea, but it's silly. I don't know why I let stupid little things bother me. I just let my mind wonder and think of all kinds of crap and then I worry more and more and more. And, of course, in the end, everything winds up just the opposite of what I was feeling and thinking and then I feel REALLY dumb. I've been surrounded by this negative vibe for a few days and I need to get out of it. And I think I know the one thing that will get me out or at least take a lot of it away. But, see, that probably won't happen until this weekend, I am guessing. But, *hopefully* it'll happen before then..it all depends on if Curt feels like talking to me at 2am after he gets off work.