Right now I adore Curt more than ever. He called me last night at 1:30am and woke me up(which I didn't mind at all). I hadn't heard from him for about 2 weeks, between his work hours and plus I was out of town last weekend. Usually when I dont' hear from him in a while and I finally get to talk to him, one of the first things out of my mouth is "I missed you." Well, last night, we did the typcial 'Hi, how are you, etc.' and then the next thing out of his mouth was "I missed you." I was so overwhelmed. I don't know what it was..maybe it was the way he said it? I have no clue, but it's like when he said it, I just kinda fluttered inside. Then, after we talked a little, he said "I love you." Out of nowhere. Once again, I am the one who might do that once in a while, but he did it. It's weird...he has no idea how much I needed/wanted to hear that. I mean it's more than just the words "I miss you" and "I love you." It is so much more. It's the way he said it, the feelings behind it...everything. Another thing he did was he knew I was going to the doctor, and he remembered and asked me what the doctor said. I went to the doctor about 2 weeks ago and I am surprised he remembered. That really meant a lot to me. Plus the fact that he called me at 1:30am, desite working 9 days straight, with not a lot of sleep, and him not feeling too hot. I don't know...it's little things like that just overwhelm(sp) me...and make me love him even more.

2 days until From Chaos