Still Adrift

Speaking.

July 18, 2001

There is so much I want to say....but, this really isn't the place...I don't think.

In all of the confusion that has been my life in the last few weeks, I have managed to hurt someone I really care about. Never was it intentional, for I am not that way. I did not wake up one morning and say, "ya know I think I'll hurt someone today...sounds like fun!" Not that I think the person I hurt thinks that. I am pretty sure they don't. I hate the feeling of knowing I hurt a friend and let them down. I just really don't know what to say for myself, there are no excuses..no good ones anyway. *sigh* I just want this person to know, if they are reading, that I do care and I hope we can eventually be friends again.