Still Adrift

Speaking.

November 13, 2001

Ya know, emotions are a funny thing:
I feel happy, sad, lonely, depressed, anxious, nervous, excited, tired, challenged, over-whelmed, loved, irritated, bored, motivated, achy, cold, curious, worried, confused, [like] giving up....
...now can someone explain to me how in the world i can be feeling all of these emotions at once? So many contradict themselves. that is what i do not understand...