let me take you back in time...

a year ago this weekend i was in corona, ca. my parents and i were going to the nascar race in fontana, ca and we were staying in corona, where curt lived...well still lives as far as i know. we were supposed to meet, but because he was sick and it was his mom's b-day it didn't happen. a year ago tonight, curt called me while he was on his way home from his best friend's house and told me how much he missed me and that he was looking foward to seeing me. i still remember *almost* every word of that conversation...
to keep myself from rambling on, this has been a rough week for me...emotionally anyways. i honestly don't mean to talk about curt all the time, but lately, the last couple of weeks, it's honestly been kinda hard. and ya know, it's not the big things that make me sad..it's the little things. little things that outsiders would probably think were "nothing." anyways...nascar is in fontana this weekend and, as lame as it may sound, i think it might be a little hard to watch the race. not only cause of curt, but because i am bummed i can't be there. but hopefully i won't feel all sad. : )

well, tomorrow monique and i are going to a renaissance fair. i kinda don't wanna go, but i know she wants to go really bad and has no one else to go with. i'd feel bad if i told her no, cause it's not like i'm doing anything tomorrow. so hopefully i'll like it. : ) i guess i'll find out.

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