Still Adrift

Speaking.

April 15, 2002

OMG blogger published...it's about freaking time...

today is an odd day...i woke up with this odd feeling and odd/stupid things have been happening all day. last night i didnt' get to sleep until after 2am...and then my eyes popped open at 4:11am. it was unbelievably windy last night and i had my window open because i was hot. i have a huge tree right outside my window so i kept hearing the wind in the tree and the limbs scraping against the roof and the side of the house. so i got up at 4:11am and went to the restroom and while i was in there, i thought i heard something like dishes banging against eachother, so i am freaked out. i walk to the living room and my dad is asleep on the couch and there are no cats on the counter or anything. i went back to bed and decided to turn my tv on cause i was a wee bit freaked out.

Here's what's happened to me so far today:
on my way to school (still in tulare) this lady was riding my bumper (an extreme pet peeve of mine) but she turned, so i was happy. got to visalia and i was coming up to an intersection and all of the sudden i look to the right and there is a fire engine w/it's lights and everything on and it scared the crap out of me..i never heard it and i swear it came out of nowhere. then i go a little further in visalia and all of this sudden this car shows up behind me and they're riding my bumber..so i'm getting pissed and we come to stoplight and i get in the turn lane and i find out that this person who was riding my bumper was the same one who was riding my bumper in tulare. then nothing happens until i get back to tulare afterschool and my friend and i are crossing a parking lot and these people in a trunk and they're backing out and monique and i didn't stop because we were already crossing as they were backing out and well, as they backed out the got about 3-4 feet away from monique before i yelled and said 'hello, can't you see us crossing?' not sure if they heard, but they did stop. then as we got across the parking lot and walked into a store, there's this guy, 40-45 years old and he asks monique and i, "would you guys like the last of my ice cream cone, i can't seem to finish it." and then i said "no, that's okay" in a very sarcastic tone, and then he and this girl he was sitting with starting laughing..and i was just like grow up asshole. i didn't tell him that, but i was thinking it.

i dunno, today just doesn't feel right and i'm feeling pretty irritable. people are just stupid... : )