Well, my best friend has already set a date: June 21, 2003. She also has her colors picked out, rings picked out, and a good idea of what she wants at the wedding and reception. Something tells me that she's been thinking about this for a while. ; ) But then again, I think a lot of women do..I know I do. : )

My shoulder is killing me. It was hurting earlier this week; I think I slept wrong or something and just when it was starting to feel better, i decide to wash the car and i hurt it again. not sure if i pulled a muscle or what. my mom says to put ben-gay on it tonight, but then i will stink, as well as my bed, so i think i'll tough it out.

I didn't call curt. i woke up feeling differently...not to mention when i told monique i was thinking about calling him, her reaction was, "why!?!?!" so i think that made me realize what a silly and dumb idea it was in the first place. i guess last night i wasn't feeling too good. i was feeling lonely and hurt and i think i was grasping at something that wasn't(isn't) there. it's weird ya know, i've been fine for the past few weeks. i haven't been feeling that lonely or that sad, and it's like the past week all of my emotions have accumulated and last night i just let it out. guess one needs to do that once in a while.

music: tony basil - mickey