Still Adrift

Speaking.

June 24, 2002

i am feeling frustrated. i was fine until i checked my e-mail. first i wrote an e-mail to fullerton's radio/tv/film department asking for info/help on registration and what i should take and someone wrote me back and gave me very little info, then i get an e-mail from my best friend saying that she wants the bridesmaids to have their shoes and dresses bought by sept. 1st, so it won't cause any problems. blah...she is letting us pick out our own shoes, but they have to be dyables, which aren't *that* cheap. the dresses are $160. Plus you have to pay for any measurement changes. So, I need probably around $200 by Sept. 1st. I mean isn't that a little early for a wedding next May? *sigh* plus i'm supposed to pay for school and all that shit. 2 of my friends have told rena they might not be able to do her wedding because of the cost and now i'm afraid that might happen, which will break my heart cause it is my best friend's wedding. it just bugs me, she said a month ago we had until december to decide and now she springs this on us. monique doesn't have that much money, krystal just had a baby...and i'm going to school. none of us have money. i dunno what to do. : (