this past weekend i turned in one of my old rolls of 110 film and last night i picked the pictures up. in there i found pictures of my cat, who died my sophomore year of high school. i almost cried when i saw those pictures. my cat's name was Super Kitty and he was beautiful. (maybe i can get a pic scanned if anyone is interested.) he had quite a personality...one of his fav. things was playing fetch. i'd throw a bottle cap, he'd get it and bring it back to me. this is the only pet i've ever had that i felt was truly mine...and as far as pets go, he meant a lot to me and when he died i was really upset. i remember one time when he was sick shortly before he died, i let him sleep on my bed and i slept on the floor because i figured he was comfortable and i didn't want to disturb him. we never really knew what was wrong with him. we took him to one vet and i think they mis-diagnosed him and we wound up taking him to a 24-hour emergency pet hospital, where we were told he was dying. (can't really remember if they said what was wrong.) so we were going to have him put to sleep, but he died before they could do it. it's hard to explain, but this cat meant so much to me and still does. i still miss him very much. :' )

on a slightly happier note, my best friend has once again changed her plans about the dresses, so now it looks like i *may* be able to do the wedding, though monique is not so sure yet and i don't know about krystal. i should know by the end of next month what rena is doing.

just found out that the tickets for the 311 concert go on sale this sat. and they are $22.50, which isn't too bad. ticketmaster says there's a special guest, but it doesn't say who. well, i just e-mailed the 311 mailing list so maybe someone knows something. anyways, i'm hoping i can go. since it is a club, i'm afraid the tickets might sell out before i can get one, but i guess i'll see what happens. if i did go i wonder if i could get curt up here to go with me...he's losing his 311 "vibe", but maybe if i ask all sweet he will...lol yeah right. ; ) talking sweet has never gotten me anywhere, so i doubt it will now. : )

music: pink - just like a pill