woooo, it's monday...the start of another hella boring week. ugh. i do not want to be here. i can not express how much i want to just leave...what i wouldn't give to be able to go up to the mountains and just sit in slience all alone...or go to the coast and sit on the sand and just stare out at the ocean, getting lost in the waves. i think once i move, the ocean is going to be a big release for me. everytime i go (though i've only been twice) i stare out in awe. i guess maybe if you're used to being around an ocean, you might not understand, but for me, it's one of the most awesome and beautiful things mother nature is responsible for.

I am not sure what else to say. i'm not in the greatest of moods today, though i can't tell if i am bummed or pissed. *shrug*

music: sheryl crow - strong enough