Bothered

I do not like who I am right now. Everyday incidents happen where I do not like the way I handle them or do not like the way I react. I need to stop being so uptight, sensitive and annoyed. And while I usually blame outside influences for causing such reactions, I know ultimately I could be handling them better. We all have monkey wrenches thrown into our lives, whether it messes with work or our personal lives and from having the people that I do have around me, I know there are better and healthier ways to deal with things and let go.

I need to figure things out quick because I don't know how much longer I can handle being this way.

Music: Lily Allen - Smile